Sunday, June 27, 2004

Yesterday was the last day for the South East Asia Junior Women Volleyball Championship, it was not very exciting because i have seen them played before many times. But still, i manage to get the signatures of all the players. Woo~

After my duty, feeling very lost and alone, i decided to go Chinablack. I asked a few friends to come but they all last minute stood me up. So sad~ Luckily i saw Maisie and her friends, hope they didn't find me irritating. Thank you people!!!

In the end, i went home feeling abit drunk, tired, down and lost......

Finding myself a very emotional guy, cry too easily. But what can i do, all this while i have been keeping things inside me which i find it harder and harder to compress into my tiny little heart. The way i see things are still not wise enough, thus often i do and say the wrong things. Here, i like to apologize to the people whom i once say or do something that irritate you. Sorry~

Looking at the road ahead of me, i cannot see a clear path and i cannot ask people for help, i need to climb my way up myself. i fell down many times as i meet people who push me down, i don't blame them because i might have offended them in some way which i did not know. Now i need to climb, walk until i reach the summit of a mountain....